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About Me Member General Poet eternallysearching14.5/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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Empty

Sat Aug 16, 2003, 7:30 PM
Pain.. Empty.. Its all I feel. U know. I smile and laugh. I smile and yet deep down I want to cry.. MY life seems so empty. ITs as if I have lost All that I love so dearly.. My love of my life doesn't even know that I exist.. JUst a friend.. We have been friends for almost six years. And I have the hots for him...Another thing that bothers me the most is that Im Gay.. ITs not a bad thing ... Its just that I feel so ashamed and sad.. And I really want someone to love. I use to have someone but they are gone. HEck it wasn't even good. I'll call him tom. ME and tom use to go out and I felt special. U know that feeling that someone loves u... Well it didn't last long cause he was having issues.. And things like that.. Horrible. aNOTHER THING. HEnce my name I feel like I am eternallysearching .. I am a spritiual person and I want to know the truth. SO I search, and when I think i have found the "right way" I feel the exact opposite.. Oh well.. Empty.. I guess.. Thats what u can call it.. I hate the feeling.. ITs so empty......

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  • Current Residence: Vallejo
  • Interests: Writing,Travelling, reading, partying,having sex
  • Favourite movie: MY Big Fat Greek Weading
  • Favourite band or musician: MAroon 5
  • Favourite genre of music: DAnce
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  • Personal Quote: "Reality is nothing but human deception"
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:icontaraepanda:
mwahahaha Rae has officially thrown a party on yer page! :party: ^_^
:iconprimowalker:
Thanks for the comment on my poem!
:iconeternallysearching:
Right now. Breyana is watching my every move, IT is disturbing me........ HUH>.....
:iconeternallysearching:
Pain.. Empty.. Its all I feel. U know. I smile and laugh. I smile and yet deep down I want to cry.. MY life seems so empty. ITs as if I have lost All that I love so dearly.. My love of my life doesn't even know that I exist.. JUst a friend.. We have been friends for almost six years. And I have the hots for him...Another thing that bothers me the most is that Im Gay.. ITs not a bad thing ... Its just that I feel so ashamed and sad.. And I really want someone to love. I use to have someone but they are gone. HEck it wasn't even good. I'll call him tom. ME and tom use to go out and I felt special. U know that feeling that someone loves u... Well it didn't last long cause he was having issues.. And things like that.. Horrible. aNOTHER THING. HEnce my name I feel like I am eternallysearching .. I am a spritiual person and I want to know the truth. SO I search, and when I think i have found the "right way" I feel the exact opposite.. Oh well.. Empty.. I guess.. Thats what u can call it.. I hate the feeling.. ITs so empty......

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